every couple years i seem to go through the cycle. i feel bad, im sleepy all the time, i dont want to leave my house. in depressed. not tje im sad woe is life depressed although there are moments of that. but the chemically unbalanced depressed. the depressed where i dont want to get up. the depressed where i know i need to do something but cant findthe energy to care. the depressed where i stop functioning. where i dont want to talk to anyone but dont want to be alone. its a horrrible feeling and i cught it coming on but i waited to late to seek the help. now i have to deal with the consequenxes this week. i hate this feeling and i cant wait for it to go away...

I hate myself.............

Part of me doesn't want to go

It is amazing what a few short weeks can do for ones preception, how much God can move in that short amount of time, how much He can heal, and change. Thank you Father for always loving me, teaching me, holding me, encouraging me to be the person You created me to be. I love you

Its better but it still hurts. In other news I am so blessed. Thank you for your blessings.

It sucks being the odd man out. It really does

I seem to be staying in a state of pissed off and lonliness, and yet I am suprisingly happy with my life right now (except for the pissed off part)