romance

I am a romantic. I know this about myself. I also know that love is not romance. It can be but its hard work. and yet soo easy at the same time. i want that. i want the love. I want someone to cherish me above everything else. To care about what makes me happy. I want to care about what makes him happy. I've been in love before with someone who did not return the depth of feelings. It has made me scared. i dont think anyone knows the depth of the pain. I'm scared to love again. If I am alone for the rest of my life at least I had the feeling one time. Maybe next time it will be easier